Taste This.

2009-12-10T17:09:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

You're still the one, and i love you so very much.

Happy 26th baby! ♥

2009-11-23T22:28:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

dancing mannequins

Dance Xplosion 4 Grand Finals

Saturday, 28 Nov 09

6.00pm-9.30pm

Open field beside Tampines Mall

Fantastic Remix, let's do this.

Big congrats to Sneak Beats & Fantastic Force for earning the spots in the Finals too!

2009-11-11T02:51:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

This heart, it beats,
beats for only you...

Happy 25th baby Phat ♥

I'm truly sorry if we haven't been spending so much time together recently. i'm the one who's all so busy. boo. we shall go out real soon. once our pay is in(tomorrow!!), we're gonna have lots of fun! i love you, Fathu. (:

2009-11-08T03:54:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

STS Event

Waiting for more pictures to be up. what an awesome night it was.

Thank you SBZ & Ryna gf for coming down and support! :DDD

2009-11-06T02:24:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

And i left with a heavy heart.

I'm already missing Levi's. loved it there. ):

Now, back to dance.

2009-11-02T03:09:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I survived full-shifts back to back on the weekend. very proud of myself. (:

I think i do like my store. it's sad cos this is only temporary. starting to feel comfortable with everyone. boo.

2009-10-26T01:10:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Wisma Atria's show was a success! okay la, despite the ultimate stress moment yesterday. sampai nangis dibuatnya. problem solved, the show went on. yeayy! i owe u people one. thank you from the bottom of my heart. (:

I forgot to bring Dorothy with me on both days, so no pictures to be uploaded. i'm still tired as ever. haven't been getting enough sleep for 7 days straight. my goodness. nvm, im hanging in here till the event contract ends. so till then, miss me. loll!

First day (actually second day, but.. ahhh, malas ah nak cerita) attached to store tomorrow. confirm mendakz gila.

ps: My boyfriend is a fat boy. ini semua orang kata 'Prosperous' LOLOLOLOLOLLL!

ps2: I still love you like mad baby.

2009-10-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Deaddd tiredddd.

Last weekend's party was a blast. i don't have the time and energy to type it all out. nonetheless, i had a good time. (:

Have been occupying my time at Levis' warehouse this week. everyone is nice, thank god. next week's gonna be even busier.

So, erm, proper updates soon? gotta hit the bed now. fucking shagged. bye!

2009-10-15T01:58:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Happy happy day with my baby. he was kind enough to accompany me to Boon Keng early in the morning for contract signing, before going dating. thank you love. teehee! ((:

...

So i've been playing L4D almost everyday now. E2Max is like my second home already. :S i'm an addict, i admit. i just love the fucking thrill. dragged Ryna and Haiqal to join Mell and i on our zombie-killings session today. Ryna was dead midway. so kesian. she was having difficulties controlling and manouvering throughout the game. so funny!!!! lololollll! her first time la. it's okay babe. can play again IF YOU STILL WANT TO. hahaha. Haiqal was just not into all this gaming shit. he handed over his game to Adi as soon as Adi reached. and member sempat tidur sambil tunggu kita habis our 2 hours. -_____-"

I absolutely can't wait for L4D2 to launch. it's gonna be cooler and awesome-er, i hope. 5 new campaigns we're gonna rock. 3 more super zombies are added in the game; Charger, Jockey and Spitter. ohh, and 1 of the new weapons added is a freaking frying pan. very lol kan!!! haiiila, tak sabaaa nyaaaa. ;)

2009-10-11T04:50:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear
no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

EE Cummings

Oct 10th; a bliss. and i thank God for we're still standing strong as ever. i love you too much Fathurrahman.

Happy 2nd year anniversary ♥

...

All-out party last night. i had a fucking great time after ceasing from clubs for a month plus due to Ramadhan. respect. ;)

2009-10-07T04:30:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Part 1 album's tags completed. serious shitloads of pics. teramatlah tiring until my wrist pain. okay la, cannot whine much cos i'm in em the most. HAHA! :S shall continue with part 2 tomorrow. so sleepy already. later must wake up early summore. tskkk, malas nyaaaaaaa!

2009-10-06T04:53:00.008+08:00

love you, babe. <3

BV Reunion

After months and months of not meeting up with this bitch of mine, last night was all we needed. basically catching up with her life and updating her on ours. still the same old bimbo i knew back in sec sch. loll! and the funny thing was, we still touched on those old-school gossips. we just couldn't get enough of em, now could we? y'all girls know what i'm talking about right? hahaha! ohh, and to that rival clique of ours, y'all still suck balls up till now. i wonder when y'all will grow out of your loser days. wait, NEVER! baaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha!

I love you three. let's have our very much awaited fun together after your A's okay Andrea babe? we've planned this since years ago! back when we weren't even legal to begin thins with. let's make it real once and for all. :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADZREY ROSELLE! XOXO HAHAHAHA!

2009-10-05T16:04:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Raya with Le Scumbagz was just the best. haven't been having that much fun after a while. it mattered a lot to me for the fact that every single one of us was present, and coincidentally color co-ordinated. there were groups of black, red, turqoise and green. okay la, got belen-belen like brown and white. HAHAHA! Adzrey was the joke of the day, hands down. with his outfit like wana go kahwin liddat. lolll! so funny. pictures are gonna be up once Falah, Ady and An upload em. love y'all so. :))

Heading to Andrea's house later on in the evening with Sha and Fyzah for raya visiting. i'm so excited. god, i miss that girl so fuckin much!!!

2009-10-02T01:42:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I'm wearing a new denture now. my tooth is straighter than ever. so happy! :D

Ohh, and i so need to party real fucking soon. grand prix post party tmr. tempting gila babi.

OMG OMG KIMMIE SHANENE JUST CALLED!!!! HE'S BACK IN SPORE!!! He said he has a 2 hour-story yang nak di habakkan. yeayy juicy gossips!!! and he can join us for Sat's jalan raya. yeayy-er!!!

2009-09-29T16:15:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

So last weekend was jalan raya with DYK/JBL Crew. my first time raya-ing with mell. (last year he action boy!) LOLLL. sadly, we didn't manage to cover all our houses due to time constraint. despite that, it was still an enjoyable night. ohh, and the foods were goooooooooood. :))

Next...

Raya bersama Le Scumbagz.

2009-09-23T02:58:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

First and for most...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS OUT THERE!

Let's all happy-happy and enjoy the good food while it lasts! :))

Fantastic Remix

Suntec Dance 2009 is finally over. although we didn't clinch top 3, we know we've done our best for the competition. this is by far the biggest achievement in dance for me, and i'm very proud of myself. thank you Fantastic Crew for this wonderful experience. i've learned a lot throughout the journey to Finals. :)

To my Scumbagz homies, my dearest boyfriend, and Ryna Rahman, thank you for the endless support. i love you guys so much!

Damn loads of pictures up at FB. thank you so so much Falah for coming down to support us, despite 1st day of raya. i truly appreciate it. and thank you once again for capturing the moments of Suntec Dance Finals 2009!

2009-09-16T06:10:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Times like this that i just with i was never once a part of the scene. just a life revolving around real people.

Mentally tired.

=(((((((

2009-09-10T05:59:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

threesome

A random night out with Ryna and Mell for our virgin karaoke session with one another. i had a crazy and wonderful time with you two. we should do this again, now that we have the membership card. just don't call the wrong place again. loll! and to Ryna, thank youuu for the buka meal. the fish so sedap! :))

We sang our hearts out and it felt so good. Ryna dah pandai slurrrr! LOLLLL! :D

As for my dear Booboo,

Happy 23rd sweetlove!!!

The text msg really moved me la. all the words written goes out to you too baby. i shall love you forever. looking forward to celebrate the festive season together again! let's find your baju kurung tomorrow. i miss you terribly, Fathu. loads of kisses!

2009-09-09T02:33:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

We earned it. :)

HAHAHAHA KLAKA GILA SIA NAMA!

You people made my Saturday an awesome one.

And i truly miss my sweetheart, who's on night shift right now. hang in there baby. Chacha loves you so. our 23rd's coming real soon btw. teehee!

2009-09-06T05:14:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

After wiping 3kg of make-up from our faces

Anywhores, FANTASTIC REMIX IS GOING TO SUNTEC DANCE 09 FINALS!!! :DDD

I'm happy for us, guys! we did pull it off, tho i do agree heats round was somewhat better than our semis. nevertheless, we secured a spot in the finals and that's all that matters to me right now. we're gonna work even harder this time round. i'm all ready for the stress vibes. bring it. let's go guys! don't stop, don't stop. :)

And i had a great time tonight. bosia. LOLLL!

Pictures are gonna be up soon. so till then, selamat bersahur.

2009-09-02T03:02:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Breaking

Anberlin was fuckin awesome that night! gaaaah, if only the night didn't end. i just couldn't have enough of those boys. they performed every single one of my favorite tracks. i loveeeeed it so fucking much! gerek lah korang. enjoyed every moment of it despite the lecak-ness of the ground. come baaaaaack for the 3rd time please!

And i loved the company of the night. :))

The Circus Freaks

Fantastic Remix made it to the semi-finals!!!!!! :D

How i wish it was night time during our performance. the atmosphere would suit perfectly with our item. :)

The last picture was caught off-guard. i seriously forgot what were we talking about. lolll!

Hope you've enjoyed the show! :D

2009-08-28T02:10:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Like finally finally finally, my costume is settled. after 3 consecutive days of costume-hunting at the same damn place, only today i found everything. semua dekat depan mata pulak tu. very menyakitkan hati. yah lah Mell, i think my eyes did play tricks on me. dia kuat tau main-main dengan aku macam gini. -.-"

Do catch Fantastic Remix tomorrow for our Suntec Dance Heats. the comp kicks off at 1pm. we need your love and support. let's do our best guys! :)

Welcome to the circus.

2009-08-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Okay, i'm all stressed up now. so little time, so much to think! i've turned into a very tired person these past weeks, and i'm so not loving it. quite a number of stuff coming up, i really need to focus. speaking of which, i've not emailed my profile and pictures. ohh, and the synopsis Mael asked me to do. SHITT! and costume, i have zilch in my wardrobe that's related to what we're doing. shoot me. okay no, i don't wanna die now.

Selamat berpuasa.

Whatever it is, i'm set to get this month going. please fast. :)

2009-08-20T03:55:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

WANTED!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HELLO MELLY BELLY! :))

@ NYC, chilling out after our River Valley class.

Just finished with my dance profile stuff, and now i miss my Booboo.

Hakim, Andreas, Gino, Mael and myself. credits to Fairul for the vid. :)

WE MADE IT THROUGH THE NEXT ROUND!!! :D

2009-08-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

My family is everything to me. we may not be perfect, but what matters is that we know we can count on one another even though we may not be close. and i'm exceptionally happy and greatful to have a father like my Papa. he's the greatest dad ever, and i really mean greatest. i love all of you so so much, tho i've never ever said it in front of y'all. malu sia. :$

ASHLEY GREENE AND CHACE CRAWFORD WERE CAUGHT LOCKING LIPS!! THIS IS GETTING CUTER. :D

2009-08-18T01:07:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

There's a gazillion things for me to blog about, i don't know where to even begin.

One thing for sure, i fucking fucking fucking can't wait for Anberlin at the end of the month! gaaaaaaaaaah!! :))

Ohh, and i gotta feeling K. Stewart and R. Pattinson are hooking up for real. they were spotted getting cozy at the Kings Of Leon concert in Vancouver just recently. niiice~

The second trailer of New Moon is already out. Taylor is so... berg. the cast are already getting ready to shoot Eclipse, the third book. very gila babi.

David Guetta's songs from his new album is leaking out one by one every 2 to 3 days. kesian dia.

Haiiii, i like entertaining myself with all this nonsense. i can do this all night. (8)don't stop, don't stop(8)* ;)

*(8) is msn emoticon for the music note

2009-08-12T03:07:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Happy 22nd love!

It's belated up here in my blog since i didn't have the time to post it up on time. oh well, i'm still loving you so much like nobody's business. anticipating for our date on Thursday. we're gonna have loads of fun! millions of kisses from your Chacha. mwaaah! :))

On the sideline, i miss Freak Case like randomly. boo hoo.

2009-08-01T03:18:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Champions

We were Limited KXs for the night. :)

My very first battle, thus the feeling was great. we did well guys, after only 2 days of practice. hahaha. i had fun. what is the name of the comp again? i keep forgetting. all this while i've been referring to it as DXO Comp. loll.

Pictures are already up at FB. now waiting for the video to be uploaded real soon.

My eldest brother is getting married today! i'm so excited. well, of course i am! first marriage in the Anuar family, hallo? Booboo is gonna be here later too. makes me even more excited!

2009-07-29T19:34:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

How would you feel if one fine day, you were to turn on your laptop having to realise your pictures, videos, and most importantly MUSIC, are all gone?

Exactly. well, i cried.

2009-07-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Freak Case

We did our best and we had loads of fun performing. loads of fun sampai kasut melayang, earring tercampak, jacket tersangkut pat tangan. HAHAHHAHAHA. triple wardrobe malfunction in one performance. sheesh! lollll.

It brought me satisfaction, and i think that's all that matter. guys, we did well! i'm proud of us. yeayyy! :))

To those who came, thank you so very much!

More pictures up at FB.

2009-07-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Please listen to my blog song with earpiece. thanks. :)

2009-07-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

You're my definition of eternal bliss, and i adore you for that.

Happy 21st baby!

Te amo foreverrrr. :))

2009-07-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Shitloads more at FB.

Friday night party was fuckin sexy. congratulations once again Fan Remix for clinching 2nd! :D

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen was fantastic.

I'm bloody addicted to Gu Jun Pyo & Geum Jan Di in particular.

I miss my 2 crazy babes, Ryna and Ling.

Enjoy this video. can feel sia. gila babi punya. it's just so captivating and ..... deep. siggh.

Jun Pyo: Jan Di..
Jan Di: What now?
Jun Pyo: ..... I love you.

Perfect moment, perfect words. wahhhhh my heart explodes bunga api already!

2009-07-02T02:18:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Gu Jun Pyo & Geum Jan Di's last date

I'm soooo soooo in love with Boys Over Flowers! stayed at home 2 nights straight from Sunday, watching the drama til the very last episode. i couldn't wait any longer so i went on YouTube to search for this drama. bloody nice la, my god. my dustbin is full of tissues now. couldn't stop crying watching every single 1 of the episodes. really heartfelt.

I really love this drama so much that i think about it every single time for the past 3 days. and my heart tickles everytime i think about it. thank you Booboo's sisters for making me watch this beautiful drama. i'm really hooked to it now! :))

Gu Jun Pyo's smile just melts my heart. *in awe*

2009-06-28T04:15:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

It's been quite a while since we last stepped in Vivo, thus we were really enjoying ourselves yesterday(Saturday). it was actually very random to head down to Vivo cos we really didn't know where to go. supposed to watch Hakim and the rest of Fan Crew cheerleaders compete at East Coast but the 3 of us were late. i was the latest to reach. really sorry Hakim. :((

I've already got my eyes on some stuff i found during our rounds of window-shopping. and i got my fatboy, Booboo, his belated birthday present. hope you like it sayang. of course you do. you chose it. loll!

Partying again this upcoming Friday, so which means wardrobe shopping again. yeayy! same goes for Pek and Haiqal. it's like a must already to get a new outfit just for a party. hahaha. eh guys! i've got an idea! why not, Friday party kan, dress code: River Island? mau pa??? okay i think i asked yall this just now already, if i'm not wrong. LOL. love you guysss.

Rest of the pics are up at FB. idk why i'm very efficient tonight. lol!

Going over to Booboo's place in the afternoon tomorrow to continue watching the Korean drama. baru tengok malam tu terus dah addicted sia. very cute show. after that, off to The Big Groove. i'm so excited! go PDC! :)))

2009-06-24T01:44:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

These past weeks had been all about dance, work and party for me. not that i'm complaining or whatsoever, i actually like being heavily occupied like this. makes time pass very very fast. tup tup, drawing to end of June already. hahaha. oh tak perlu ketawa eh?

Everybody needs a break sometimes, and that's the reason why i took off for the whole weekend this week. just wana be away from dance and work, chilling out with the people i love and enjoy the quality time. :))

I suddenly miss my boyfriend very much. bet he's sleeping like a baby right now. can't wait for his course to be over and then i can see him more often every week. i hate it whenever he has to stay in. thought 4 months was just it, skali add another 3 more months of staying-in. grrrrr. no matter what baby, i just want you to know i'll wait for you as long as you need me to. sayang Booboo banyak-banyak skali. mwaaah!

I'm working at 1 later on, so which means i need to turn in now. sleep tight!

2009-06-20T18:35:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

D.Y.K Feat. Melly Song, Ling Ling and Feeqa

Guys! i thought we did our best last night. going to finals is not the question here. like i've said, it was all about having fun and putting on a good show. i enjoyed myself! :))

mine <3

When there's Booboo, Le' Scumbagz and awesome dancemates, party will never be just happening. last night was slammin! and i just couldn't get enough of it. yes, we danced hard. but.. we partied even harder. i love you all!

Party album up at FB.

2009-06-15T04:51:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

WHAT'S HAPPENING MICHIGAN!!!

MISS ME? BAHAHAHA! OKAY CHILL LA BABY.

God, i miss my virtual world. i've been so so busy i don't even have the time to charge Dorothy. huh? kkk.

I went on a date with Booboo yesterday (Saturday) to celebrate our belated 20th monthsary. well, we needed it. it's been such a long time since we had our own quality time together. thank you sweetheart for everything! remember our plan for the month-end. the wallets and...... ada ah. it's a secret between two lovebirds. so please. teehee! :))

Anticipating for Friday night. party on once again, slutwhores! okay la, Jim Beam All Star Hip Hop Dance Comp first.

I'm seriously to the max not hoping for anything. it's just the aftermath i'm down for. lololol! so kepada sesiapa yang tak ber-plan on Friday night, jemputkanlah diri anda ke Dbl O. thank you! :D

2009-06-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

my babes

The night would be perfect if you were around, sweetheart.

Nonetheless, i had a great time. thank youuu to those who looked after me. appreciate it loads.

Loveeeeee last night! need i say more? :)

The rest of the pics are up in FB.

Audition's tomorrow. i'm so fucking nervous. wish me luck! goodbye.

2009-06-01T17:01:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Solo Britney Tour @ SG Street Fest

Congratulations Ryna Mama for making it to the semi-finals! i thought she did a wonderful job last night. she looked sooo happy on stage la! lollll. i'm not gonna be able to watch the semis this 4th cos of work, but i know you gonna do fine. give your best babe! i have faith in you. lovesss. :))

Same goes to my jedi Haiqal Longkang and Fir. cehh, F'Up represent pe! LOL. i'm so proud of you three! and to Haiqal, i was praying so hard you didn't rush your steps. i thought your performance was really nice! :D

It's my off day today and i was wondering if anybody is free to jam. i miss dancing so so much, and i think i've gained after not dancing for a while. le sigh!

As for Saturday's Da Sho Case 7, i was really satisfied with my performance. it's a really good experience for me and i would love to perform again. thank you Yenny! now it's time to face June 6th. omfg. this is crazy.

And i gotta admit, i'm so addicted to Tap Tap in Falah's Ipod Touch! XD

2009-05-25T18:04:00.005+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!!!

Baby, i hope you love the surprise from all of us. seeing you enjoy the night away with us brought so much happiness in me. i love you so so much and nothing can ever change that. <333

Birthday surprise was held at Rendezvous Hotel, and it sure was one of the wackiest and fun night i'll never gonna forget. the dress code for the party was Beachwear. i know, very out of place. lol! it was an advanced party as Booboo's birthday falls on a Monday; TODAY! hehehe. thank you Le' Scumbagz, Ryna, Ling, Din, Yan, Daen and of course Kimmie Chenene for everything. without all of you guys, the party wouldn't be a success and not to forget, a blast. i love you people loads! thank you once again. :))

Currently waiting for Sha Pandora to upload all the party pictures up at FB. hopefully by tonight! :D

2009-05-11T18:51:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

mwah

Happy 19th month once again baby!

I love you forever and ever. you, and no one else. xoxo

Booboo has already passed out from camp a few days ago. i'm truly happy for him. despite the awfully hot weather, i enjoyed watching the parade. Booboo was fucking cute la during the marching. member sempat senyum pat camera eh bila march. LOLOLOL! Ady! i want the picturesss from your camera soon please. thank you.

That night was spent at O Bar. one fun, free-spirited night it was. virgin party with Mael! hahaha. i miss it already. we shall party together again okayy babe! :D

Party pictures up at FB.

Work has been great. just get the aircon fixed please anyone. that's the only issue i've got. loll. the heat is unbearable. =/

Dance shooting begins tomorrow. i'm stoked! i already took 3 days off from this week's schedule for this. *rubs both hand together* :))

2009-05-04T03:31:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

CONGRATULATIONS
ALEPO SANCHEZ
FOR CLEARING 1ST ROUND OF ANUGERAH AUDITION!!! :D

Okay, now i'm fucking nervous for mine. submitted my application only a few hours ago, with some help from Fizah. lolll. thanks so much babe! i was really stressed i tell you. 'How well can you sing?' what kinda of a question is that sak. mcm nak tulis aja 'We shall discuss about this during the audition' sheesh! -.-"

It's so nerve-wrecking that it resulted me into having stupid wild thoughts like what if i suddenly throw up in front of the judges trying to utter the first word of the song verse. cb don't want sia! so scary omg.

2009-04-27T01:46:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Phoenix

I guessed the birthday picnic was a successful surprise for Ayeen. there were balloons, party poppers, birthday masks with a big red nose, bubbles and noisy birthday toys. it was enjoyable. i had loads of fun!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN AYEEN!
Hope you have a fantastic birthday this year. :))

birthday babe

Caught up with my dearest scums and adorable bf at town after the picnic. headed for dinner and off to E2Max for a chillout. watched Arang, the movie that confused the shit outta me. ended up asking lots of questions which i think made the rest go -.-". lolll. very complex storyline but worth watching.

Planned to play Guitar Hero later on that night but it was fully booked till 2. -.-" siapa nak pergi layan sak tunggu. ended up at Skate Park cos Alep happened to come out with a brilliant idea of playing catching there. half-pipe ramp catching it was. crazy boys. a very fun game to watch but not to play cos it was hell tiring. aku tengok, aku yang penat. lol. speaking of which, i miss playing alipom at YP in the wee hours. those were the days. *reminisces*

air-skating. lolll

The rest are available at FB. yeah, y'all know the drill. ;)

I'm gonna be a busy woman as of this week. so don't expect much updates here. take care you guys!

2009-04-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Anticipating for baby's reaction when he sees my hair later on. god, i miss him super duper loads. i need a one-week-tak-jumpa-abeh-apa-lagi-lepaskan-segala-rindu-yang-terpendam-di-dalam-hati hug from him. :)

There's rehearsal later, which means...

FFS Day! yeayy! craving dok.

Okay, i have an issue with this 'dok' shizzle. i've gotta stop dok-ing here and there cos it's irritating. it's like word vomit sia. sheesh. heavily influenced by Ling laa ni! lolll.

2009-04-22T02:51:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Rehearsal @ O School

I've yet to grab pictures of our rehearsals from Ling's camera. seems to me they're still not anywhere available at FB currently. lolll. :)

We missed the Free Cone Day event @ Ben & Jerry's today due to excessive 'membabikan diri' in bed. nyehehehes. it was a good thing i missed it actually cos from what Ahn and Bo told me, the queue was very kurang ajar. instead, met up with Fizah, Ais and Helmy for a random movie session.

Caught 17 Again and surprisingly it turned out to be an awesome show. downright hilarious and heartfelt. i enjoyed the movie so much!

I somehow miss Booboo terribly tonight. hearing his voice last night brought so much excitement and smile to my face. just so you know baby, i love you forever too! xxx

Right, i shall continue Skype-ing with my scums now. where got time MSN! lolololol. =p

2009-04-20T01:01:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Saturday was spent at Sentosa with my lovely scums to get soaked in the sun. the sun very membahasakan la. it was scorchingly hot that afternoon. but it sure did not stop us from having a fun time. from beach soccer tournament to cheerleading routine to dance battle. BV will have a rematch against VLC the next time we hit the beach. just so y'all know, we gave you face. ;)

I hope all our plans for next month will run smoothly. oh yes Ady! the zoo trip you promised us. i'm stoked! jyeah.

ceh ceh ceh!!! hahaha

The rest of the pictures will be up at FB in a snap. :)

2009-04-18T04:26:00.005+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Rehearsals have been greeeeeat! minus the super tiring part where we had to do the routine again and again. lolll. our costume is preeeeeetty! colored sequins! Ling's favorite. hahaha. thank you Leah Howard for everything. you're amazing. super can't wait for the shooting. yeayyy!

On another note, i've already ordered my graduation attire. looking forward for the ceremony. Booboo love, let's just hope real hard you'd be free on that day. i really want you to be there with Papa and Kakak. it's my big day. :)

And here's the thing. i was at CCK library in the afternoon to burn time while waiting for Booboo to book out, and i found this book which looked really interesting. (i choose books by book covers. diam ah.) i was already in the zone reading the book, laughing to myself at all the funny things written in the book when Booboo called to say he was on his way to CCK. of course lah excited, so i immediately packed up. THEN i realised. i don't have a freaking IC to use for book loans. geram aja. takkan nak pakai ezlink sak. -.-" so i had to leave the book behind. sad sia. sigggh. nvm, i remembered where i stopped (chapter 7), and imma find ways to get the book loaned. tengah climax sia baca! Jamie just found out that her sister was going to marry her high school lover. sial betul. kkk.

Soaking up in the sun later on. i'm excited cos Suefyzah's gonna be there with me like finally! yeayyyy! :))

NASA research had to be held up for now. i need to sleep. morning!

2009-04-13T14:53:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

My thanks to Ling and Den for hosting the pit last week. i thought all of us did a wonderful job surviving like castaways for 3d2n. loll. i had great fun, and that includes trippin on both nights. HAHA! :))

Good Friday was all GOOOOOOOD. initially the plan was to hit Butter Factory but it was 23 for guys that night. a total bummer. i was already semi pissed as time was wasted and it was already going midnight in minutes. walked all the way to Clarke Quay to check out Rebel. thankfully, all of us managed to get in. Hakim joined us later on that night after his practice. boozed ourselves up and partied like slutwhore rockstars till dawn. Rebel is the shizzle. fucking awesome party. i just couldn't get enough that night. virgin night @ Rebel, virgin party with Ryna Mama. bessst! LING!!! YOU MISSED THE FUN! no more membabikan diri at home next time okayy! hehs. :D

"You all dance very good ah." - cehhh. hahaha.

Congratulations once again Pink Dollar$ for clinching 2nd for Groove in the West comp! y'all were just...sick man! lolll. sizzling hot hot boyssss. i loveee.

Shitloads of party pictures up at FB. grab em there! :)

2009-04-08T05:39:00.006+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

chinese martian

Street CLAP! @ Far East was a success. i thought we looked like a bunch of dancing vampires on stage. hahaha. a big thank you to members of Scumbagz for coming down to show some love. and not forgetting my Booboo who made it just on time for Britney's tour. in the midst of If You Seek Amy, i spotted my baby standing in the middle, watching us strut our stuff. teros apa lagi, joget extra semangat ah. LOLOLOL! word has it we're needed for another gig. touring again. yay!

champion jedi

Headed down to Bellini Grande on Saturday afternoon to catch Danceworks! finals. congratulations once more Team Fantastic for clinching the 3rd and 1st place. you guys were beyond awesome. to my dear Haiqal Longkang feeling Ne-Yo, i'm exceptionally proud of you that day. you did a tremendously great job, i thought. i was already teary seeing you celebrate your victory on stage. bayeeek bro. championnnnnnn all the way! :))

lepakz dokz

Met up with Le' Scumbagz in the evening for a sheesha session over at Mosi Cafe. being a fucking big group, we were brought to the rooftop over at the other building. a very nice place indeed with beautiful scenery, resulting us to do some photo-shoot. hahaha. i loved it there, minus the lengit-ness. the sheesha that night sucked balls for god knows why. fucking bitter and tasted weird. bleargh.

In the later part of the night, as usual, was spent with the Rejected Scums. everyone else had other plans, leaving the 5 of us together, unsure of what to do/where to go. it's a norm for us and we're so used to this already. lol! it's always the 5 of us. black sheeps of the group? oooo, i like that! well, in Scumbagz you have to act like one. we do that best. ;)

Random Scumbagz/Usuals BBQ pit later on at night. Booboo's booking out the following day. and thennnnnn PARTAYYYYY TIME on Friday! i fucking can't wait! :D

Y'all wana know why Friday is Good Friday? wana know not? betul-betul la! nak tak!? cos.....

it's gonna be.....

Massythura & Phat's 1 and 1/2 years! SAAAAAAAAP! :))

Millions of Friday & Saturday's pictures up at FB.

2009-04-02T05:07:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Caught 12 Rounds with Suefyzah last night. pretty awesome movie. very action-packed.

To my dearest Booboo,
All the best for your Law test later on okay! i know you can definitely do it. you've studied so there shouldn't be any problem for you. i have faith in you, baby. don't be nervous anymore. focus! love you sweetheart. i can't wait to see you tomorrow. mwaaaah! :)))

I suddenly miss Just By Luck so much last night, so i texted every single one of them. everybody BUT Shahrul replied. -.-" that martian. in FB say miss everyone, but never reply my msg. idiot. loll. can't wait to see you guys tomorrow. XD

Do drop by Far East Plaza tomorrow at 7:30pm. Just By Luck is performing. ;)

2009-04-01T02:33:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Thanks Falah for 'un-boring' me.

The video will start after 0:16 sec.

Andrea's mouth actually moves. klaka sia.

2009-03-31T09:43:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I'm reconsidering whether to go for Oasis' concert happening this Sunday or to just give it a pass. goddddddddd, it's so hard to say No laaa. one of the greatest band in the century sia. cehh. eh, but really. argh, don't know la. bye la. wana sleep now. i know, my bedtime's fucking screwed. -.-"

I hope tonight's alipom plan is still on. loll. :)

2009-03-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Tribute to Britney Spears - Just By Luck

Enjoy :)

I miss this performance already.

2009-03-29T04:58:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

CHAR MAY AH!!!

Britney's Dancers :)

Here's to Just By Luck

Pretty babes and hot boys, we've done great last night. i think we gave everything we got and performed better than what we expected. yea, that's true. we've worked so hard and honestly, i'm proud of us. i had so much fun these past nights even though i was tiredfuck till i felt nauseous. LOL! bottom line, we did a really good job! Britney will be so proud of us too! hehe. Britney Spears' Circus Tour ain't stopping here. we've covered Raffles Place and Yuhua CC.

NEXT STOP: FAR EAST PLAZA! :D

<333333333

My 3 wonderful boys were there to show us some love and support during the competition. Haiqal, Ayul and my dearest and sweetest boyfriend, thank you soooo much for coming down. it really means a lot to me. i love you three loads. :))

Just

By

Luck

6

Hours

Late

Feat. Massythura

CEHHHHHHH! lolololol!

The People

Friday's performance went smoothly, both dance and acoustic performance. i started to realize i was shaking non-stop the moment i held on to the microphone stand. it was so obvious that i had to keep both my hands in between my thighs. lol! it was nerve-wrecking, but no doubt a wonderful experience singing in front of a live audience. thank you 6 Hours Late for giving me the chance! you guys rock. :))

The rest of Friday and Saturday's pictures from Dorothy will be up at FB in no time.

ps, CHA BAAAA!!!!!

2009-03-24T06:56:00.009+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

LG Sisters

I'm so tired! just got back awhile ago from Helmi's place, together with the Hutcore riders after hours and hours of tong-session. the boys got a slot for this Friday's CLAP event at Raffles Place, all thanks to dear Ling Ling. and.... i'll be performing with them too. just one song tho. ala-ala featuring gitu. lolll. it was a very impromptu decision and i agreed to help the band. it's gonna be my first time singing to a live audience so yes, i'm fucking scared like hell. oh well, whatever it is, i'm just gonna do my best for a first-timer. please wish me luck. and no, i ain't telling which cover. :))

Just By Luck

Just By Luck will also be performing on that day. so do come down and catch us if y'all have the time. god, i really don't know how the day would turn out for me having to dance and actually sing. i really need faith right now. *gulps*

Booboo's not gonna be there cos he's booking out that evening. he couldn't reach Raffles on time for our performances. siggggggh! i want Booboo. ):

I suddenly miss Shahrul. lol. you better show up later ah cina. i need your nonsense laaaa. lolll.

HAHA LOOK AT MAEL ABOVE! sorry Mael, it's just so funny! :D

perot take care siolz Mas.

Swimming is cancelled yet again. lol! next time, promise!

ps, I'm so excited to break the news to Booboo. he hasn't know yet. ;)

2009-03-23T08:28:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I couldn't sleep after getting home from meeting the guys and Sha. stuffed myself with Lexus biscuits and packet Milo to fill my wee hours. lucky Fizah's online for some company. used the free time to browse jobs online. updated my resume with a recent photograph of myself and sent to several companies that has openings. i hope any one of them replies like soon. i hate to be jobless right now, cos everybody in Scumbagz have a job except for us three girls. i'll continue with my job search till i'm employed. i really really hope there's hope. huh? -.-"

I lost all my highlights already, thanks to me for choosing that damn dark deep burgundy color. my whole head is back to near black and it's not cool. i waited for an hour before rinsing it, and the result i got was such a disappointment. grr. getting another box later or soon. ini macam tak boleh jadi! sheesh.

Weekend with Booboo was such an enjoyable one even tho the ice-skating trip had to be postponed. oh boy, i love you so much.

Siggggh, i'm missing baby's presence already. )):

To Fizah gf,
I'll always be there for you if you need me. i know it's hard and awfully painful, be strong for yourself to overcome all of this. there's always a reason why things happen. perhaps, good things are gonna come your way. but for now, i think it's better as how it is. you need a break. don't tire yourself no more. love you babe.

I have to be out at 10am later for swimming, followed by dance prac in the late afternoon, and i haven't been asleep since last night. how am i possibly gonna survive today sia. die.

2009-03-22T05:52:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

And so i'm ditching Coldplay ANNNNNDDDD Oasis. oh gosh, i can like cry right now!!! ;[

I need to set my priorities straight, for now. being jobless feels utterly miserable. well, for me that is. not expecting extra cash to roll in every month... god, that feels so crappy.

I've always wanted to see Liam Gallagher with my own two big eyes. *wipes tears*

2009-03-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Out with Suefyzah today after so long of not spending time together, just the two of us. haha. accompanied her to Tanjong Pagar to settle her registration stuff. after everything's done, we both didn't have any exact plans on where to head next so i thought of chilling at Starbux and do job-browsing. we were walking from Tanjong Pagar up to Boat Quay to find an outlet with a smoking area, having to find NONE. mcm cb. so i suggested Haji Lane then. i haven't walked that far of a distance after so long already. my knees felt so loose la. lol.

Settled at Mosi Cafe and chilled till night. Ady joined us after work and he paid for the second round of sheesha. you're the best Ady! haha. to Fizah, i still hate you after what happened when we left the cafe. nvm, maybe today's your lucky day. i give you face. hmph! hahaha. ;]

Picturesss from baby Beck. :)

HAHA. the pic above so funny.

When Babi Tak Cukup Makan and Babi Semput meets Babi Gagap, all we can think about is FOOOOOOD! lolololol. :D

2009-03-16T03:35:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

What a weekend!

Man's birthday pit was a success. the whole team was there except for Alep tho, who couldn't come due to his course. good food, awesome company, oh i had a great time. minus the part when the booze started to kick in at the wrong time. lol. :)

Happy Birthday once again Man! :D

Here are just SOME of the pictures taken during the pit.

Couple of hundreds more up at Falah's FB photo album. :D

Had a performance on Saturday at amk, while having to deal with the shitty hangover. plus, it started to rain even before we performed. i was really exhausted up on stage after the night before's craze. Bo, Ahn and Pek surprised me after the 1st item. i was fucking happy to see them laaaa! i thought they were't coming. you guys are such sweeties you know. thank youuuu once more. love y'all! :))

No pictures from my side since Dorothy is away for now. waiting for Ling to upload all our pictures. XD

Cabbed down to Booboo's place after our show to catch the most humiliating match ever. urgggh. Man U really needs a huge dickslap after losing both matches against that damn Liverpool in 1 season. -.-" haiyoooo, what the fuck everrrr!

Had a splendid early dinner with dearest Booboo over at New York New York earlier just now before his book-in. Booboo ordered this strawberry and mango mix drink and complained it tasted like booster. hahaha. but then right, he brought it with him after making payment and sucked em up till the last drop. lolll. and he was so happy to see cup noodles. mentang-mentang now can bring in to camp, sekali 4 dia beli. haha, cute la Booboo.

I hate to send him off cos i know i'll be missing him so much. siggggh.

Thanks for the wonderful dinner sayang! the food was delicious. :)

Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babyboy
And that's the issue
Boy you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
I'll see you later on..

Hahaha, ceh corny sia Mas.

2009-03-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Eat-In-Moderation! LOL.

Thank you Ayulan Andrika for the exciting dinner treat last night! :))
Remember Fizah, every 10th of the month. HAHAHA! kk kidding.

Last night was definitely the most kinkiest hangout session i've ever had with Le' Scumbagz. all the dirty unholy confessions shall be kept in between the 4 walls. yeah i know 'rules are meant to be broken, secrets are meant to be shared', but we made the agreement. don't break the trust or we shall break each other's necks. as for the guys, CASTRATION! muahahahahaha!

Let us all slowly change our ways, for the group's sake. we humans are never perfect. i love you guys. but i love Fathu more. blueeeeek! yes Bo, i mean that. Fathu more. teehee! :D

Thanks a million Sha Pandora and Suefyzah for accompanying me to Dorothy's repair centre just now, despite the awful bus ride home. lol! dah lama tak keluar us girls aja. *hugs the 2 whores tightly*

Dance practise tomorrow and off to Man Awesome's birthday pit! till here, shitbirds.

ps, Baby i'm sorry about just now. i got carried away by the Gladiator movie. ):
ps2, Many-many kisses for you. mwahhhhh!

2009-03-10T03:03:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I gotta admit... i did forget about today. well, stupidly enough tho.
and i'm sure Booboo has forgotten about it as well. LOL!

Anyhoos,

Stardust

Happy 17th, cupcake!

No matter where you are, and how distant you may be from me,
I want you to know that you're in my thoughts every minute, every second.

Have faith that when you call my name I'll be there
So keep breathing, keep that sweet heart of yours beating
I'll be right there

Hugs and kisses for you baby! i love you forever. mwah!

2009-03-09T00:47:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

baaahahahaha

If it hadn't been raining, i think Danceworks! 09 would have been much more enjoyable for me. nonetheless, congratulations team Fantastic! y'all deserve to be in the final spot. good job! yes, i'm so proud of you, Haiqal. :)

I met my girl Andrea that afternoon too! oh i was really glad to get to meet her after such a long time. missed her a lot! heeeee. :)))

Made our way to Haji Lane in the evening since all of us didn't have any plans. okay, some of them had their own plans at first but we talked through things. eventually, they decided to ditch L4D for a sheesha session. another impromptu outing with Le' Scumbagz, this time without Bo, Ahn and Fizah around. i had a very good laugh that night. couldn't tolerate one another's stupidity playing R.O.C.K. lololol!

Dorothy couldn't be repaired on Saturday. turns out that Best Denki doesn't do repairs and shit. instead, i was told to drag my ass to the main repair centre for Panasonic at Jln Bukit Merah. -______-"

It really feels different going out without playing with Dorothy. usually i'd be so busy snapping pics here and there, you see. but fret not, cos there's Wala-Wala and A.J to save the day! they are Falah and Ady's cameras respectively. thanks Falah for being so efficient by uploading all of em at FB.

Craploads more of Saturday's pics up at FB. and i mean, CRAPLOADS. 3 albums altogether. LOL! Ady has yet to upload his pics. ;)

2009-03-07T05:21:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Went on a movie date with Booboo last night. caught He's Just Not That Into You, and i love it! go catch it if you're into all this love shiznit. :)

Booboo likes my new hair. my head feels slightly lighter now, and my hair's more manageable after trimming the length. the sad thing is, i don't look like Nicole Scherzinger anymore. boooooo! wait, did i even look like her in the first place? oh no ah? lololololll.

On a crappier note, Coldplay's tix all sold out. nonsense. let's just pray soft.com still has tix available. i really wana go and rock the shit out of the indoor stadium with em. i like Chris Martin's outfit during all his performances. it looks wet and smelly(should be ah) but.. i just dig his clothes. sorry, random thoughts. ohh, and i heard Mraz's concert was great. to any of you readers, do update your blogs with pictures and all if you were there that night. i wana read and try to 'feel' as tho i was there. thanks!

Watching Danceworks! later. all the best to my girl Linggggg Awaaaay! dance like a slutwhore rockstar okay! see ya babe! :D

Dorothy is confirmed sick. i'm fucking sad for her right now. *wipes tears* according to Falah, her CCD is spoilt. idk what the hell is that but i'm definitely gonna send her for repair tomorrow. hang in there baby girl. everthing's gonna be all right.

2009-03-05T15:40:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I SERIOUSLY NEED A JOB...

and a HAIRCUT.

2009-03-01T20:50:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Sup Kuala Lumpur!

Heyyy guys! i'm back, safe and sound, here in sg. hahaha. it's really good to be back cos i'm missing tons of people. okay la, not tons, handful aja. most of all, i get to meet Booboo after a week of being apart. i missed him so fucking much.

KL was great! except for the bloody traffic tho. pfft. it's so annoying cos there's always a jam here and there. i think we spent most of the time driving our way to places. loll. we kept driving round and round to get to each places cos the roads are so complicated. imagine 2 roads going different directions but end up joined after a few hundred metres. -.-" sia. and the roads are so bumpy. we got lost several times, to be honest. good thing we always find our way eventually. ala-ala follow instincts. LOL!

Managed to do some shopping there too. Petaling Street nearly made me go crazy cos the stuff are selling cheap. it's all in the matter of how good you are in bargaining. i totally suck, so i let the guys did it for me. hahaha. other than that, shopping was all good.

Drove down to Genting on the second day. the weather was just so nice. cold and breezy. there's asap coming out of our mouths when we talk. it was just so cool. HAHA! i had loads of fun taking the rides there, even though i wasn't allowed, or to be exact, didn't meet the height requirements to play the go-kart. nabey chiblon. not funny sia. -.-"

I think i've gained after all the foods i've stuffed myself with these couple of days. and i'm so happy to be able to meet up with Booboo and some scums last night. i know everyone of you missed me. oh no ah? lol!!!

Meeting the dancemates tomorrow. oh i miss you guys! and i'm already missing KL. :)

PICTURES!

Not a lot of pictures were taken cos i didn't know what to take. lol! and anyways, Dorothy just quit on me while we were on our way to Genting. wrong timing sia. siggggh! the weird thing is, she's all okay now. i tested her just now and there wasn't any distortions or whatever when capturing the pictures. be-yotch!

2009-02-25T04:33:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Pictures of Kak Huda's engagement ceremony are up!!!
Kak Huda sooooo cantik!!! :D

Okay, i just realized that i'm such a midget. look at the difference between Booboo and myself laa! LOLOLOL! but nvm, Booboo loves me so much even tho he has to bend down sometimes to kiss me. teehee! :]

Right, i shall continue with my packing now. leaving for KL later! i'll be back on Saturday. i'm so gonna miss Booboo ever so much. i already cried on the phone just now. sigh sigh sigh! i love you baby. i'm really sorry i couldn't fetch you on your book-out day. i'll be back before you know it. i can't wait to see you, sweetheart. lovesss. mwah mwah mwah!

See y'all, bye!

2009-02-24T07:04:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

YOU HAVE JUST PUSHED THE FUCKING WRONG BUTTON, BABE.

I have been putting up with your fucking shit all these months, and i think the least i deserved is for you to at least spare me some fucking thoughts. i'm furious right now. maybe u hadn't know that i did respect you as an individual. i know you have a lot of commitments and we've been trying to make everything work for all of us. but hey, you choose to neglect us. yes, you neglect us babe. we've been keeping mum about your fucking attitude towards us. NO, YOU FUCKING SHUT YOUR GAP! DON'T TRY TO TURN THE TABLE AROUND AND BLAME US FOR EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENING NOW! what? now MY PERSONAL ISSUE is being dragged into this fucking problem? that issue has NEVER been a problem sia. we've agreed to all the decisions made the other day. have you fucking forgotten?! i totally took that as a personal attack. HAHA! you don't know what you've just got yourself into for doing that. okay, we shall settle that personally. oh i fucking can't wait. ;)

Okay back to us. babe, do you realise that the problem has always been... YOU?! you and your damn personal love-life problem. you let it affect us. your mood, your emotions, your attitude. do we deserve all that? fuck no! it's not our pasal at all, so why must you fucking bring it in? we did tell you to change your god damn attitude towards us, but how come i don't see any changes after all these months? huh? so what now, you expect us to swallow all your shit and pretend it doesn't affect us, is it? tolong eh, not gonna happen now. patience has its limits, but babe, i think i run out of it already. i really cannot take this anymore. you don't deserve any fucking respect from us since you don't even respect us one damn bit. remember who the hell you are. don't think you can step on our heads just cos you're better. i don't care how good you are, but respect comes first. FUCKING REMEMBER THAT! i can help you write it down on a piece of paper and make you memorise it till it's at the back of your head.

We've been backing you up whenever people tried to pull you down, and this is the fucking price we have to pay?! OH FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!

SELFISH, SELFISH, SELFISH!

THIS IS THE LAST STRAW. I'M OUT. don't worry, it's not your loss. it'll never be. you have the others to live with. the "on-par" ones. we'll get over this.

And you know what, babe? it hurts me the fucking most because i had to this to YOU. the one who picked me up when i was nothing. the one who made me where i am today. thanks a lot. this may be such a fucking cliche, but heck. remember your roots.

PEACE AND LOVE. LOTS OF IT!

No, this isn't all i've got. let's meet up shall we? so all of us can see a bigger and clearer picture of the situation here. we still demand an explanation from you. leaving us hanging is not funny at all. i wasn't laughing sia if you called that joke. it ticked me off real real bad instead.

Oh wait. before i turn in, lemme just remind you. YOU HAVE JUST MESSED WITH THE FUCKING WRONG PEOPLE.

2009-02-23T01:50:00.005+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

The engagement ceremony was a success. congratulations once again Kak Huda! she looked really beautiful in the white dress. sadly no pictures were taken by Dorothy cos there were a lot of people wanting to take pictures all at the same time. i gave them chance. lol! instead, we decided to take our own pictures using Alep's E66. ;)

2009-02-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Scumbagz Sweethearts

So i'm back, and i'm totally exhausted from a splendid night of karaoke session with Le' Scumbagz. seeing those scums sang their hearts out just cracked me up so so bad. BEHIND CLOSED DOORS eh guys. lolololol! okay, y'all just picture this, Ahn Jubo singing Mengusung Rindu. cannot right? Falah and Pek duet in Tragedi Oktober. cannot right? me and Adzrey duet in Memori Daun Pisang. HAHAHA! lagi cannot right?! yeah, we went all melayuuuu last night. nyehehehes! ;]

Made our way to Marina Square for supper before heading back to hometown. ordered take-away and found a spot outside so we all could eat together like a family. cehhh. and then, one by one started farting. Bo blamed the onions for making him fart 3 bloody times. -____-"

NONE of the guys were lucky enough to get a chick to sit beside them in the train. they played this game during the journey back home. fucking funny. Bo was the most pathetic. not even a single person sat beside him throughout the journey. maybe it's meant to be ah, Bo. oh no ah? lollll!

Awesome Saturday yet again.

PICTURESSSSSS!

Another alternative: album in FB. happy browsing! :D

Right, i need to sleep now. Booboo's sister getting engaged later. i cannot be late or else Booboo's gonna kill me. bye!

2009-02-20T02:23:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

D.Y.K

Dance has been grrrreaaaaaat! gossips are getting juicer. politics has been fucking annoying. hate-tags are getting on my last nerves. and i'm having an appetite of a fat pig. LOL. i seriously need to curb my appetite cos it won't do me any damn good, except making my ass fatter. speaking of which, anyone up for a morning jog? Suefyzah? Pandora Sachiko? Adzrey Roselle? Bo Caleb? Fran Brehm? i need motivation from you sluts to discipline myself. no, i'm serious. ;)

memoriessss

On another note, i'm actually missing work. yes, i really do. i miss my colleagues, i miss my project partner Hui Fong, i miss my desk, i miss the traveling, tho it's awfully far and occupied 5 hours of my time every single day, and most importantly, i miss earning money. lolll. time to get a new job for the time being. i'm already being offered one, back at my old company. sigggh, it's so far la. i'm still considering. hmm. how eh? okay, i can't think right now. tomorrow i shall continue my thoughts.

Yeay! it's Friday already. the day i look forward to every single week. y'all wana know why? Booboo's booking out!!!!! heeeeee. i'm going to give him one big kiss later on. oh, no need to tell eh? lolll. okay, i'm actually listening to Jessica Simpson right now. -____-

KL trip with my poly mates next week. suhhhh-weeeeeeet! :D

2009-02-18T20:33:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

I hereby announce...

TODAY IS ONE HELLUVA FUCKING BORING DAY.

Shouldn't have have been such a lazy bum for a quick shower. -__-" i could have spent my time more productively at RP, recapping the old choreos that we're using for the upcoming audition. GRR! ditching dance today wasn't worth even one bit, except the part that i can lie down on my bed like a snake peacefully without any disturbance from a single irritant. :)

2009-02-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

sup.

So i just got back at noon from the most fantabulous date ever. i had the most wonderful time and enjoyed every damn second spent with my lovely boyfriend. a decent monthsary cum Valentine's celebration. baby, thank you for everything. i love last night as much as i love youuu. <333

To begin our day, both of us had to wake up very late. so much for the anticipation huh. loll. we were totally exhausted from last night's Underworld marathon, both at Cwp Cathay Cineplex and Sha Pandora's crib. Le' Scumbagz had a movie session on Friday night, catching Underworld 3: Rise of the Lycans. it was really good, i thought. but since it was a prequel, most of us were dying to refresh our minds on what happened in Underwold Part 1 and Underworld Evolution. so since Sha has the DVD and her house was available, all of us made our way to continue with the Underworld saga. we only managed to catch Part 1 tho. Booboo and i fell asleep on the couch while Pek was already lying on the floor, snoring away. LOL. got home at about 4, which i think already explains why Booboo and i woke up late yesterday. haha.

- Early dinner at Pastamania
- Window-shopping at Parkway Parade
- Played arcade; lost to Booboo in both car and bike racing. hmph!
- Bowling!!! (((:
- Tent-pitching; took us quite a while to get it done. got into a small argument too. LOL!
- Snakes and Ladders; Booboo didn't know how to play the game. so malu! hahaha.
- Boozing; a bottle of Long Island each to spice up the night. ;]
- Camwhoring
- Waking up to a beautiful Sunday
- Tasty breakfast at Macdonalds

- Home sweet home

That was our date. yeah, it may sound rather boring to you whores but i thought it was really nice cos it was just the two of us having our time without any disturbance from anyone. we had our own space and privacy for the night, and being around his arms was just what i needed. had a good heart-to-heart talk about us. i love the fact that he is the most understanding and caring guy i've ever known in my whole entire life. baby, you said you're lucky. i think this is our destiny. xoxo

It's sad that we had to put an end to everything cos Booboo is booking in later. i don't like it at all. sigggh. i guess we just have to wait for the next weekend baby. i've got everything planned out already. partayyyy on the Friday night and karaoke on the Saturday! we need our dosage of partying like badly. don't deny it, sweetheart. hope everything will go as planned. stay tuned. :D

A sweet blast. baby, you complete me.

Happy 16th cum Valentine's Day once again, love!

2009-02-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

The time's finally here. Friday marks the end of my internship and i'm fucking psyched about that! the long-awaited break i've been yearning for since i started my Year 3. ending my chapters in Nanyang Polytechnic very very soon. come to think of it, it's scary. time does flies damn fast, doesn't it?

I'm smelling a good long break, and back to dance! yeayyyyyyyyy. oh and not forgetting, finding a part-time job for extra cash. jobless like not cool like that. and besides, just monthly allowance can never be enough. :D

2009-02-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

sparkles

You've got magic inside your fingertips.
It's leaking out all over my skin, yeah.
Every time that I get close to you,
You're making me weak with the way you look through those eyes.

But all I see is your face.
All I need is your touch.
Wake me up with your lips.
Come at me from up above, yeah.
I need you.

Baby, how i wish you're here with me right now. i'm missing you so so much. )):

I'm waiting patiently for Friday to come, just so we can spend the whole weekend as a couple to celebrate this blissful occasion. our very own Valentines' date.

Happy 16th, love. mwah!

2009-02-08T16:51:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

suitehearts.

So yesterday was shopping day for Booboo and myself. some members of Le' Scumbagz tagged along since they had nothing on that day. i was damn right a happy goober cos i managed to get what i want. Booboo bought a pair of Havaianas slippers same as mine. yeah, call us cheesy, typical, whatevs. we happen to have the same taste in some stuff, apparently. i got something for baby Beck too! a nice pouch for his comfort. he loves it like i do. (Beck is my new handphone laa. Dorothy's new bestfriend.) ;]

Walked down to the luckiest mall in Orchard, Lucky Plaza, for handphone-surveying, followed by Para-Para Paragon for some unrealistic window-shopping. LOL! from Ben Sherman trenchcoat, to Calvin Klein jackets. feeling bloody rich kids. hahaha.

At night was spent at Haji Lane for a sheesha session. settled down at AlCatraz ( i call it that. alongside Mosi Cafe) , checked out hot Caucasian chics and yakked our night away til we missed the last bus and train. LOL. luckily there's such thing as NR.

Okay people, do not be mistaken please. the person in the checkered blue polo is Jubo. a.k.a Ahn a.k.a. Fran Lebeau a.k.a Farhan anak Brehm. no, not a freaking butch. he gets that like all the time after cutting his locks. lololol! i thought he looks cute! :]

i had a really, really nice time. :)

2009-02-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

A wonderful private dinner with my 2 sluts,
Ling Away and Ryna Mama.

complemented with bitching juices.

Love you two many-many! :]

Nights.

2009-02-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Le' Scumbagz - I Hate This Part (Cover)

The Pandora Show

LOL.

2009-02-01T11:31:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

City Alive! 2009

For the first time, the Supreme Court was beautiful in my eyes. haha.

Fuckenmazing partayyy. worth the god damn 12 bugs ( supplier bayeeek punya. lol!) despite having to leave at 1.45 am due to some last-minute shizzle. finally a hip-hop party after back-to-back rave scenes. a great way to start the month of February. :)

I was screaming my bloody lungs out for Fantastic Remix and Pink Dollars during their performance. but it pissed me off real bad cos i couldn't see! only glimpses here and there. people were blocking my view and it was very bahang. during the results, i was whining non-stop to Booboo that i couldn't see. he carried me on his neck eventually. FINALLY the world is clearer. it was my moment right there. HAHAHAHAHA! i was screaming for Pink Dollars when i saw Fie and company at the front. hahaha, very paiseh but funny sia. lolll. congratulations once again Pink Dollars!!! the sex. enough said. :D

Booboo, i adore you so so much. xxx

Picturesss.

2 more weeks til the end of internship. wooohooo!

2009-01-28T21:05:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Short Update!

Check out D.Y.K Crew/ F'Up Crew's official blog.

:D

Back to Guess the Sketch now. bye!

2009-01-27T16:06:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

CNY at Sentosa Island with the family and dearest Booboo.

Sentosa was invaded by Banglas yesterday. it was BAD. so bad that the sea water turned murky brown. okay, maybe it was just me seeing things. urgh, ultimately a wrong day to chill by the beach.

Nevertheless, i had a lovely time with my company. and just so you know baby, there's still sparks when we kiss. it's magical. sigh, i just adore you. lovesssss.

Baby, can you NOT book in later? :[

2009-01-25T16:31:00.010+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

lovelove Booboo so so much.

Karaoke sessions back to back.

Friday night
Dearly missed coursemates

Saturday night
Le' Scumbagz

A lovely weekend it was.

Only behind closed doors that you could actually hear me singing Malay songs. well, we can't run away from our roots, now can we? =p

I repeat, ONLY BEHIND CLOSED DOORS.

I had loads of fun with Booboo. first ever time seeing him sing his heart out. sigh, he's so cute. i seriously don't think manhood has changed anything in him. he's still naughty and childish as before. lolll. i love you so much Booboo. hugs and kisses!

Pictures of Friday night are up in FB.

I'm having breakouts and i fucking hate it. urgh!

Booboo, faster finish soccer and accompany me go eat. Chacha so hungryyyy! )):

2009-01-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

sweet kisses

Boy, i'm so down
when your love's not around
I miss you like crazy...

I may look perfectly fine and normal on the outside
deep down, only god knows how much i'm missing my boyfriend.
Though every night i get to hear his lovely voice,
the absence of his presence overwhelms the loneliness in me.
Baby, you may be far in sight, but remember you're always close to my heart.
I love you so very much and i can't wait to see you.

Goodnight sweety pie.
Goodnight all.

2009-01-20T20:13:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

V.I.Ps

Members of the Usuals and Le' Scumbagz unite last night for a round of partying at Zouk. Gatsby Dance Comp Finals kicked off the night. our dear Ryna and Haiqal were 2 of the finalists for the comp, so that was the main reason why we travelled our asses down to Zouk. the Fabolous 4 were the V.I.Ps for the night. that meant free flow throughout the event and hanging out in the V.I.P area. bayeeeeek gila sia. the rest were under guestlist. well, not too bad for them cos they got 4 drinks for the event. besides, we V.I.Ps brought out loads of glasses to the smoking area for everyone of us. just order, and we'll bring it out for ya. i freaking love V.I.P's privileges. :)

Ryna Mama

Babe, i'm so damn proud of you last night. even though you didn't bring home the top 3 prizes, we all know you've done your very best. a lot of people were rooting for you, you know. you looked great. you performed great. i saw the effort and energy you put in the item. there's always next time, and i'm sure next time will be more fantastic. awesome job, gf! loves. :)

Haiqal Longkang

Okay, he's so wasted as shown in the picture. nevertheless, cheer up Haiqal. you did your best and it wasn't your fault. the freestyling part wasn't that obvious and you did cover up very well. it wasn't bad, babe. it was a very clean item. moreover, it's your forte. i thought it was really nice. being a finalist is already a winner. so, chin up bro. :)

So after the event ended, took some fresh air outside, had our breathers, put our party hats on, and off to the dancefloor. it wasn't as happening as other party nights at Zouk. crowd was boring. and i mean, real boring. was expecting the usual atmosphere, but no. well at least i had my group of people. i had a great time. i thought we all did. the booze owned our night. yeah!

Craploads of pics up HERE!

Ryna, you can publish your post now. sorry to keep you waiting. nyehehehes. :D

I miss my baby botak so much.
i can't stop thinking about him. )):

2009-01-16T11:34:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Sha Pandora's shiny new toyyyy.

Fizah's face is just.... priceless. lollll!

Photobooth session again soon! with Andrea around, this time. :D

The day has finally arrived! Massythura and Phat's official reunion in 7 1/2 hours time. i'm fucking psyched to meet my baby in uniform. a total turn-on. *drools* very abang sedap. LOLOLOLOL! oh yeah, i've seen him in the suit. ;)

I miss you so very much, love.

2009-01-13T12:02:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Baby, i miss you. i miss you so terribly.

the loneliness is killing me so deep.

i need you. )):

2009-01-11T20:13:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

masquerading.

My awesomely crazy Saturday night.

Dancers-Lepakz Clan.

Dancers.

The Selelehz.

Tantric pub.

The plan was to chill at Henderson Wave last night but i suddenly thought it'd be rather inconvenient for us to travel home from there in the later part of the night. so since we were at Vivo City that moment, we settled down at the outdoor open area upstairs.

I got my Chocolate Euphoria milkshake from B&J's! so happy. right, so let's get down to the real shizzle. Ayul promised the Dancers-Lepakz clan a boozing session. well, he did keep his promise. very well, Ayul. :)

Wawan dropped by for a while with a few dancers. they were from a show if i could recall correctly. omg, i missed that busy boy sia. i love his new hair tho. makes his head looks smaller. LOL! okay la, kidding. i love it. as for Reella's new hairstyle, i totally dig it! verrrry nice. :) so after that, they left for late dinner and we continued our session with the newly arrived Bo and Pek.

I had so much fun bitching, camwhoring and chilling with them. i haven't been hanging out with Ryna and Ling for quite some time. missed these two crazy babes. Haiqal is still the same ol' Haiqal after booking out. just that his mood swings every now and then, resulting him to emo-ing all by himself. hahaha. she just won't get out of your head, will she? kalau mulut ni dibuat daripada plastic, dah lama koyak nyah. siggggh. like what we always say to each other last time, 'Hidup mesti chillz'.

In the later part of the night, Alep wanted to hit Tantric. all of us were fucking on ah sia. he and Man met us at Vivo first to finish up the drinks, then cabbed down to Maxwell. it was Bo and Pek's virgin night there. Bo wasn't comfortable at first. lol! his expression was just hilarious. ordered the usual Blue Spin that Ayul and I had long craved for. the rest had been wanting to try cos i was always talking about it when we hang out, so yeah. haha. ohh, we made friends again. gerekz Caucasian gaymen. we were analyzed by them too. i'm not a lesbian. never been sia. sheesh. they strongly think Pek was gay. what the hell! cos of his eyes and lashes. HAHAHAHAHAHA. klaka sia.

It was bad. REAL bad. the kicking-in was overwhelming, and we all got drunk. fucking pecah. but it was a super fun night there. i remembered telling Pek i wanted to go back Woodlands and before i knew it i, i was carried out of a cab at Woodlands MRT taxi stand. hahaha. continued knocking out at Titanic til dawn, then made our way home. we were bloody seleleh. *shakes head*

Full pictures up HERE! :D

Out with the family today to get Syafiq and myself our new pairs of sandals and slippers respectively. the plan was to get my hew handphone today as well, but after a long and thorough discussion with Papa, we're postponing the purchase til end of the month. on the other hand, i bought a freaking organizer in pink. i secretly like pink. shhh! okay, just pretend i never make that confession.

5 more days to reunion. only god knows how much i'm missing you right now, baby Phat. ):

2009-01-09T22:01:00.005+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Hello Booboo!!!

It has been 4 days now, and i'm still alive and kicking. Booboo's doing great in camp, while i'm out here trying my very best to keep myself occupied. it actually refrains me from turning into a depressed woman. good to know he has friendly bunkmates. he also has Adi Jorgan and Kimmie to hang out with inside. lucky him, he's not lonely in camp. as for disciplinary wise, he has to learn to let go of his naughty behaviour. he already gotten punished on the second day. LOL. please behave yourself baby. :)

Met up with dearest Ziela after work on Wednesday for a good ol' catching-up with each other's busy lives. we had a lot to update til we didn't know where to even begin. hahaha. we both know that night wasn't enough for us. i had to leave to meet the boys but i promised her another chillout session soon. i missed you so much babe.

Last night was supposed to be a chill-out with Ryna and Ling, but it randomly turned out to be a movie session with the 2 girls, Din and his friends. caught Ong Bak 2! the fighting scenes were just sick man. it's like i could feel the freaking pain when 2 tulang kering hit. scary you know. nevertheless, cool movie. must look out for M. Nasir. he's the leader of the Garuda Wing Cliff in the movie. LOLOLOLOLOL! klaka sia. tsk, it's an inside joke. -.-"

Tonight's plan was supposed to be either meeting Ryna and the other dancemates in RP or sheesha session with the schoolmates, but i had to turned both down cos i'm still a little unwell and plus, i'm damn tired. my body's still weak and warm. my cough is still bad, resulting me to sound like a bloody man. my left nostril is blocked. i feel sick. Alep asked to meet him at cwp. i told him he's crazy cos it was already 9.30pm when he called. kedai semua dah nak tutup oi. Sha, Ammar and Ais are happily supper-ing at Al-Ameen now. i couldn't tag along cos i was busy updating my blog. lol! jumpa malam nanti aja okay.

I have to thank all my friends who has been keeping me company and taking care of me ever since Booboo's in camp. idk how i would deal with this change if you people weren't around. love y'all loads. :)

When the clock strikes midnight...

Tickle-Monkey

Happy 15th Lovebiscuit!

This month's the first for us to be away from each other on our special day. you know i miss you like crazy right? i broke down in my office, thinking about you. i couldn't control my emotions when you called just now. i just miss you dearly baby. take good care of yourself okay. behave yourself, don't be a naughty boy. i really can't wait to meet you sayang! i love you ever so much. 6 more days to reunion. mwah mwah mwah! xoxox

ps, baby you're everywhere in my thoughts.

2009-01-06T20:17:00.003+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Mummy's boy.

So, Booboo has officially been enlisted in the Police Force just now morning. i took leave today to send him off, alongside Papa Booboo and Mummy Booboo. it was heartbreaking to see him leave, but there isn't anything i can do about that. both of us already shedded tears in the cab on the way to HTA. and i was controlling myself throughout the enlistment program. the moment of parting ways was the hardest, but i didn't cry!!! sorry Scumbagz, no videos of me crying like a baby. lolll. i controlled myself to the point where my eyes began to be watery. that was when i quickly kissed his hand goodbye and told him to go before i started crying. i did manage to french kiss him after we parted. that was our goodbye.

Baby, i'm missing you so so badly now. call me every single night okay. i'm waiting patiently for you to come see me again. i need your warm hugs and sweet kisses. please take good care of yourself. behave like a man. you're in manhood now. no more naughty behaviours from you anymore okay baby? you'll be in my thoughts every minute every second while you're serving the nation. i love you so much sweetheart. mwahhhhh x 1000! <3333333

Had a mini farewell party last night for the 2 recruits, Booboo and Haiqal. i bought Sarpino's Pizza for the whole bunch. it's really tasty. better than Canadian. just so y'all know, i've been craving for Sarpino's ever since mid December 2008. sekarang baru dapat. lol. the farewell was nice cos almost everybody turned up, even the busy seaman, Adzrey Gigs. thanks for coming down last night guys! i truly appreciate it. every single one of you guys. :)

Adamantium

not-so vogue shot.

So, weekend was fun. it was also Booboo's last. Adamantium had a soccer match on Saturday. they made Booboo the captain of the team! yeap, they won 5-0 against ATOS. i was really proud of them, and especially Booboo for leading the team very well. his first time leading Adamantium. great job guys! Dinner-ed at the most seleleh food place i've ever stepped food at; Clementi market place. the food was pretty nice, but the people... god, such weirdos. fuhhhh-reeeeaak please! sheesh. then, randomly headed down to West Cost Park to chill out before heading home. i had fun there. hahaha. i thought all did. those tak menjadi jumpshots were so funny sia. click on the album below to see if for yourself. lol. Booboo sure had fun on Saturday. seeing him ever so joyful that day just melts my heart.

Guys, pictures are up HERE. go grab em!

Sunday was wonderful. had our last date before the enlistment day. it was a very simple date but i managed to spend quality time with him, just like what i expected. dined at Crown Prince's Swensens for our dinner and then headed down to E2Max for a chill-out. it was really nice cos it was just the two of us in the room, watching a movie cosily wrapped in each other's arms. we watched What Happens in Vegas since he hasn't watched it yet. he laughed like a kid throughout the movie. i know i love Sundays, but last Sunday was much adored. being in his company was the only thing i needed before he left to enter manhood.

9 more days to our reunion. i really can't wait.

I love you forever Fathu. xo

2009-01-03T00:22:00.001+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

It's minutes after midnight, so i'm on time to wish my bestest friend in the whole wide world a merry happy 20th birthday!!!! have a fantastic birthday this year. i know you're contented with your life right now, and i'm absolutely happy for you. Nur Ziela Bte Ramli, please meet me. i'm dying to see you. i miss you so very much. )):

New Year kiss.

Farewell 2008, Hello 2009.

2008 is by far and without a doubt the most amazing year of my life. it sure does leaves great memories, enough to indulge me in reminiscence. there's so much things happened that very year, i don't think i can pen every single thing down. but two thing's for sure, that very year, i've found a family of great friends whom i won't wana part with; Le' Scumbagz. and the other, stepping up in the dance scene with the wackiest dancemates i go crazy with; D.Y.K/F.Up Crew.

So, New Year Eve was spent at Palawan with the scums. all were anticipating for the 2009 countdown. it was indeed an enjoyable and crazy night. we did manage to catch a glimpse of the fireworks happening at Siloso. nothing extraordinary tho. -.-" after the fireworks, time to party. kicked in the booze and enjoyed my night away with the beloved scums. suprisingly, i was in control last night. but that actually resort me to blabbing non-stop, as told by Bo. i didn't reliase i was talking all the way. guess i'm recruited in the Pundekz Crew now, alongside Bo and Ryna. lolololol! Man and Oddy ''raved'' so that explained their seleleh-ness that night. hahaha. damn, there's just lots of things happened that night laaa. a fucking blast. nuff said.

Hit the ice cold sea water in the morning and resumed the craze. i still can't forget the Pyramid moments. O CHI KONGGGGG, MO CHI KONGGGGG, JINBARAAAA! lmao!!!! Bon is such a fucktard sia. he cracked me up so bad i nearly pee-ed in my pants. nasib baik dalam air. hahaha.

My family was at Sentosa that day so i decided to meet them up for awhile since i know they'd be having foods. nyehehehes. fortunately, they brought more than enough foods so i called all those pigs to come over for some bites. my family was a savior for all of us. i think we'd die of starvation that day if they were to not come. so thank you.

Ohh yes, we played beach soccer in the late afternoon. yours truly had to play cos the team was insufficient of players. i was in pain being the keeper, but i think i did a decent job. i saved 2 shoots from Bo and 1 shoot from Adi. the feeling very wow sia. behind us were groups of Banglas playing volleyball, and for the very fucking first time, i was actually amazed by them. they were really good. i went up to them, asking for a game and they agreed. we were thrashed. it was embarassing, but we had fun laughing at one another's idiocy in playing volleyball. LOL!

Gosh, i had so much fun on New Year. i'm smiling at my laptop screen right now.

Pictures up!!!

Exactly 3 more days before Booboo leaves for NS. i'm scared. i don't want him to go. i'm gonna miss him more than ever. he's having a soccer match tomorrow. i really really hope i'm on time to watch him play after my performance in the afternoon. i'm abit disappointed that he couldn't watch me perform like always, but i know he doesn't have a choice. he can't afford to be late for the match. so now's my turn to watch you in action okay baby! i love you forever, you know that. mwaaaaaah! xxx

2008-12-30T09:50:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Happy 17th Birthday Wawan MP! nyehehehehes. :)

You replied Haiqal's text, but not mine. funny ah? wana fight? ni benda boleh buat orang marah ni. hahaha. well, hope you'd be having a wonderful birthday this year. take some time off from dance and celebrate this special occasion of yours. i miss you and i miss dancing with you. have a great time during countdown's performance tomorrow. i'll see you soon! loves.

So yesterday after work, Haiqal and myself dropped by Ryna's house for a visiting and a short catch-up on things. i'm so glad to see her after a while and more specifically, after what had happened a couple of nights ago. good to see she's better now. you just have to be strong to overcome all those emotions okay babe? we'll always be here for you. :)

New Year Eve celebration cum Booboo's Farewell Party tomorrow. hope everything's planned and discussed by tonight. it's my Booboo we're dealing here! hahaha. so please co-operate alright, kids? give me awesome! (Man's style)

I wana sing Superhuman. duet anyone? yok ah, rembak aja. Oddy, not you. don't even think about it. LOLOLOLOL! Oddy's passionate in guitar and COOKING. he told me online just now. he wants to be the next Chef Wan/Iron Chef/Chef Khaled/Asmah Laili. he knows how to cook Asam Pedas, he claimed. now that honest let-out is the funniest crap i heard today so far. you're the first to make my day, Oddy.

2008-12-28T17:48:00.012+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

cheers.

A fun, tiring and the most suay-est party night.

To begin things with, i lost my precious 2-year old mobile phone last night. obviously it was stolen. but i only got myself to blame since it was due to my own fucking carelessness to have put it inside my jacket pocket instead of my bag. i guess it slipped while i was dancing. that was the ultimate turning point of the night for me. sigh.

So, yesterday was party night with Le' Scumbagz. it was really on impulse cos Eddy called Booboo to hit HOME. everybody was up for it, so i thought why not. unfortunately, An and Oddy weren't wearing appropriate attire so they just chilled with us outside. Sha and Wan didn't join us in as well. so the quartet went for a round of sheesha at Bugis while we scums partied till seleleh.

Boozing session was great. free flow, how can that not be great? lolll. i was thankful i wasn't wasted cos i know i would've be if i were to continue. perhaps losing my phone was a blessing in disguise. after my 5th, that was when i realised my phone was missing. everything that has kicked in, slowly kicked OUT when i began my phone-searching in and out of HOME. sigh, i rather be wasted. seriously.

I was depressed for the first 2 hours after the 'tragedy'. ceh, mcm benda serious aja. i broke down, turning to all my friends for some comfort. i know i've disappointed Booboo the most that night. he had been reminding me to always put my phone in my bag but i was just stubborn. if only i'd listened. i didn't mean to ruin the night for him so i told myself not to fret anymore. anyway it's lost. there's nothing i can do about it. i don't even know if it was stolen or it had always been on the dancefloor all night, not noticed by anyone.

Well, i had fun dancing with the guys. Bo broke his party virginity last night, all thanks to us. hahaha. Bon and Pek was dead drunk. the rest of us.... SELELEH!!!! lolll. yes, that includes Ayul and Falah. the Anchor boys. lolll.

Ohh, and i met Syirr and some other friends of mine. god, it has been like so long since i last bumped into Syirr. she looked really nice and pretty, i thought.

It was a pretty awesome night i shall say. just put that stupid 'tragedy' aside.

Some pics.

I'll be updating my contact soon alright. real sorry for the inconvenience.

I dedicate this song to my 2-year old Sony Ericsson W850i handphone. yeah, that's me playing. the co-ordination was off here and there cos it's my first attempt of this lovely song. cut me some slack. don't laugh lah, nabey chiblon.

Dear hp, wherever you are now, i hope you're safe. i miss you already. god it feels so weird and incomplete without you here with me. it's like... eating rice without any dishes or gravy. i miss your sound. i miss the touch of you. i miss you kissing my ears. i'm so sorry i lost you. i love you dear hp. (you have to be melodramatic when it comes to situation like this.)

- and i can't breathe without you, but i have to. )):

ps, first day of period sucks balls like vacuum!

2008-12-26T10:50:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Edward.Bella.Emmet

Hello.

My name is Maryse Cullen. i'm a new member in the family. Edward's second wife to be precise. LOL! feeling.

Okay, so i suddenly feel like updating cos i think i've abandoned this site of mine like wayy too long. lol. this is gonna be damn wordy. brace yourself.

Right, what have i been up to these couple of days? hmmm, let's start with my previous weekend. i spent only like 20% of my weekend with Booboo cos he had to go JB for a relative's wedding. it was rather hard and... weird for me, but i survived. gotta get used to his absence for he'll be leaving in exactly 10 days time. i tried not to think about it you know, but how to, when he keeps reminding me in approximately every 1 hour when we hang out? tak baik sia. it's depressing!):

Watched Twilight twice during the weekend. reason being simple. the story fascinates me. it's lovely and it makes me lose my patience to wait for the sequel, New Moon, which was said to be released in late 2009/early 2010.

Due to the fantastic movie, it made me pick up a hobby i never once fond of: reading. i completed Twilight and New Moon in 4 days. truly a record for a non-avid reader like myself. just so y'all know, i was in awe reading 80% of Twilight. the words Edward use to express his feeling toward Bella is just...whoa. it's nothing cheesy, nothing of such trying-to-hard kinda pick-up lines or anything. now i'm imagining them lying down side by side in the beautiful meadow. *in awe again* hahahaha. ok, now i'm being cheesy.

New Moon is more about losing the greatest true love anyone could've believed in. i cried twice reading the book, listening to 'Bella's Lullaby' on repeat mode. lol! moves me so deep sia. somehow or rather, i'm blaming on the bloody Edward/Bella story for making me enjoy reading. books and i never go along. :S

Anticipating for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. i'm getting Eclipse novel and just MAYBE Breaking Dawn as well once my pay is in. ;) sorry Fizah, i don't do e-book. i need to be in my own comfort, reading. hehehehe! and let me remind you again, KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF! spoiler. kena sabar aja tau! hahaha.

Absobloodylutely awesome novel series. fucking addictive!!!

I'm ceasing dance-wise till early next year cos i feel the need to draw fullest attention to my boyfriend before he turns NSman. i want him to enjoy every minute of his last days of freedom. oh yea, he cut his hair. now got sideburn. LOLLL. he looks neater now but still the cutest thing in the world! yes An Jubz a.k.a Fran Lebeau, NOT YOU. get over it. *slaps thigh*

I miss Ryna, Ling, Wawan, Haiqal and Ayul. real bad. i want 1 more round of Blue Spin.):

I wana catch things up with Ziela and Ash. i'll call soon. it's been so long [that i haven't seeeee your face. *lagu Right Now (Na Na Na)*]. hahahaha, bracket mcm tengah buat maths. oh salah eh?

Fizah's internship officially ends today. tskkkkk! so best. jealous.

Weekend pics are in my laptop, but i haven't photobucketized it. nanti-nanti boleh eh? lazy ah.

Good luck Haiqal Longkang and Wawan MP for this Sunday's comp. i'm coming down to support y'all. suprise me okay! :)

I bought ciggs but i realised my lighter's not in my bag. how?

Panjang eh my entry? pasal ah. Muna big butt btol! lolllllll. sorry, Jebon. =p

Happy Holidays everyone!

2008-12-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Dancers' Wild Night.

So HomeClub performance was alright. if not for the slippery dancefloor, the item would've been an awesome-er one. lol! nevertheless, D.Y.K had fun performing last night. right guys? :)

The aftermath of the event was super fun. one whole night with the dancers hanging outside HomeClub, with people going wild like no one's business. hahahaha! i was really entertained and i seriously do want more of last night.

We were informed that we could party till 4 but they obviouly had cheated our feelings. by the time it was 2, the DJ already stopped spinning. terus down sia. pfffft. so since everyone didn't have any plans, we decided to stay outside till the first train and enjoy our night away.

Ditching work today for last night's crazy chill out is worthwhile afterall. :)

Picturessss!

And here are the overdued pictures from baby Dorothy.

19th Birthday Party/Z.O's Pre-Party

ZoukOut 2008

ps, thanks a million SueFyzah for the pretty gift! i love youuuu. xxx

2008-12-16T11:58:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

happiest girl in the world.

To those people who were involved in yesterday's unexpected surprise, thank you ever so much. i totally didn't see that one coming sia. thank you Ryna gf for planning it. it was wonderful. and yes, you did make it up to me. heee. i love you loads girl! and i must say, the sabotage wasn't really necessary cos it was such an uncool thing to do. HMPH! my face smelled like fucking puke. bloody gross. urgh~ all thanks to Booboo who started it. you're so gonna get it, you naughty little tiger. hehehe! Falah and Din! i want the video and pics. memoriessss for my 19th. love you guys! ;)

To Booboo's family, thank you so much for the present!!! i really like it. didn't know Papa Booboo has a pretty good taste in women's stuff. lol! Happy Birthday once again Kak Huda! :D

Dearest Zielaaaaa!!! i was sooooo fucking happy to meet you yesterday if you hadn't know. it wasn't all shown in my expression cos i was sleepy and hungry and tired from work. selalu wrong timing eh kalau random meet-up? lol. i missed you loads laa. i demand a proper meet-up real soon. yeah, i know i'm the one who's all caught up with things, but i promise i'm gonna make it up to you okayyy. i love you forever girlfriend! watch me dance laaaa. dah lama you never watch me perform seh. upset tau! *frowns*

Thousand apologies for delaying the uploading of pictures. i ditched it for the random late-night riding session last night. nyehehehes! okay okay, tonight laa. chillz ah dawgz. tskkk.

Lastly,

D.Y.K will be performing at HomeClub tomorrow night. an event brought up by Republic Poly students. show some love, if you have any alright!

2008-12-15T12:15:00.006+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

ZoukOut! 2008

Another round of awesomeness.

First and for most, to all those who've wished, thank you so very much. those people who've texted on my birthday night, i'm deeply sorry for not replying. my phone was in my bag and i stupidly forgot to take it out before handing it over at the locker counter. i was in awe for like 10 mins reading the msges that morning. it was really sweet. thank you so so much. to Booboo's family, thank you for the wish. i was truly suprised when Booboo told me they called from overseas on my birthday night just to wish me. it was really really nice. to those people whom i was with the whole 2 nights, thank you for the fantastic nights. riders of Scumbagz, thanks for the wishes. i was bloody happy to see you guys during the night of the pre-party. hehe. damn right, i was the happiest girl in the world on the 12th and 13th of December. :)

Birthday partaaaay.

Friday was super amazing! partied at Zouk with a whole bunch people which made my night a wonderful one. there was Alep, Ayul, Sha and Haiqal. Fahmy, Ad and Man. Hamster, Spyro and Spyro's friend. Makcik, Wan Boi and Lan. and the obvious, my Booboo. Ad already surprised me with an ice-cream in the earlier part of the night. i completely went mute cos i totally didn't see that one coming. lol. thank you Ad. that was really nice of you. not forgetting Naza, Alau and Eika. i was so happy to bump into y'all on my birthday night. Naza would've forgotten my birthday if i hadn't met her that night. lol!

Everyone inside was all boozed up and that explained so much why we all had a ball of a time. riders of Scumbagz dropped by in the wee hours. really excited to meet them that night. met Melyssa on the dancefloor! god, it has been how long since i last saw her. she looked great that night. Man caught me biting his steps. HAHAHA! sorry ah, i like the way you move that's why. hehs! Ad and Sha were sharing bra steps cos Ad wore a tube top and it kept falling down as she danced. kecoh sia. haha. oh yes, i must touch on this. Makcik was the man of the club. he fucking scored a chic on the dancefloor. a fine, fine chic i must say. and the cb thing was, that chic already had a bf. the bf was so high that he left the podium without her. so she went on with Makcik. LOL! it was Makcik's lucky night. if the chic hadn't be attached, i think the night would've surely gone to another level for Makcik. lolololol. it was one hell of a night! a fucking awesome birthday party! yeayyy. :)

Saturday was the day we all been waiting for; ZoukOut. the crowd was super crazy but we did manage to have our own party space. Mambo Jambo/Hip Hop arena was only happening after 2am when Dj Yoda started spinning. Dj Andrew was the shizzle. ohh! Alep and Jebon won 1st and 2nd prize repectively for the Nokia thingy that night. Alep was fucking hyper la. Bon was SELELEH the whole night. LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!! fucking funny. and the free flow of booze, yeah that was the sex! another fantabulous party on my special day! it was a blast.

I was too worn out from partying that i woke up last night, thinking it was Monday night and that i had missed work on Monday. lol! total blur. i did manage to upload ZoukOut pics in my photo site. the pre-party pics was uploaded halfway when my laptop had to restart due to the updates. very kurang ajar. so guys, chillz okay. both batch of pictures up toniiiight! patience is a virtue. :)

Memorable birthday celebrations. thank y'all for making it happen.

B.V Reunion on Fizah 19th birthday surprise

Oh, we've grown so so much. but i still love y'all equally loads like before. my bitches forever. xxxxxxxx

2008-12-12T12:38:00.002+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Tomorrow's my 19th. it's here, like finally. i'm pretty psyched about Zoukout and tonight's pre-party but i feel somehow incomplete.

I've got a birthday wish, and that is for all my friends and my bf to be with me tonight or tomorrow, but i know it's not gonna happen. i wana be with my dancemates, i wana be with Le'Scumbagz, i wana be with dear Ziela, i wana be with my B.V, i wana be with my Karma gfs, i wana be with Booboo. all in one day? is that possible? ):

I wish, i wish upon a star. the company of all of my friends is the greatest gift i could ask for.

Hope you love yesterday night's birthday surprise, Fyzah! B.V loves you loads. xxx.

2008-12-11T12:00:00.004+08:00

i love you, babe. <3

Specially from Tweedle Dee to Tweedle Dum

Happy Sexy 19th Birthday dear Hafizah a.k.a Zatanna a.k.a SueFyzah!!!

I'm really glad you've cheered up last night. i know you're currently at your lowest due to some personal reasons, but just look on the bright side of things. Le'Scumbagz are here for you! hope you love our harmonic and pitchy singing on the phone last night. loll. have a blissful birthday this year babe. be happy alright. i love you girlfriend, like loads. :)

And remember this, December babies always rock people's socks and panty hoses. teehee!

I'm seeing a B.V reunion soon, all thanks to Facebook for bringing all 4 of us together just like old times. :)

Andrea! Sha! shall we?